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[haveyourmoments]

I’m on my way to Jabba’s palace on Tatooine, dressed in a godforsaken dead bounty hunter’s suit, complete with a stifling mask that makes me feel like I might actually faint. Or maybe that’s just the smell of old alcohol that came with the suit. At any rate, I’m petrified, not at all convinced that Han has survived the carbon freezing, especially not after all this time.

I walk inside the palace, my fingertips grazing over the thermal detenator in my pocket, holding Chewie’s leash with my other hand, and thinking that at least if Han is dead, I can wind up with him in the end.

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[haveyourmoments]

“Oh you do, hmm?” I ask teasingly. “Seems kind of unfair that you’re still so overdressed…”

[going_solo]

“Just waiting for your approval,” I say, and with that I shuck off my shirt.

[haveyourmoments]

“Let me just say, I always approve of this view,”
I tell him mischievously.

[going_solo]

“Oh yeah?” I grin back, kissing her sweetly before I take off my pants so I’m down to my boxers.

[haveyourmoments]

“Mmhmm,” I say, moving back into his lap and kissing down his chest.

[going_solo]

“Hi there,” I say, still stroking her hair as I look down at her.

[haveyourmoments]

“Hi,” I smile, brushing his hair back and looking at him intently. “I want you, Han.”

[going_solo]

“I’m all yours, Leia,” I say, finishing undressing us both.

[haveyourmoments]

I shift so that he’s on top of me, looking up from underneath him trustingly, hoping he’ll lead the way.

[going_solo]

I guide myself inside her carefully, knowing it’s going to hurt and kissing her sweetly to soften the blow.

[haveyourmoments]

He’s as careful as he can be, I know it, but it’s still painful, and I bite his lip accidentally as my fingernails scrape at his neck. I arch my hips into his, aching for some way to get him past the point of discomfort, even though the deeper I force him the more it burns.

[going_solo]

“It gets easier,” I murmur against her ear, stilling my motions so that she can adjust to my size and length.

[haveyourmoments]

I flush red, embarrassed, not meaning to make such a big deal about this, especially since he’s had experience before. “I’m fine, Han,” I lie, barely allowing myself to breathe.

[going_solo]

“It’s okay if you’re not,” I say, kissing her cheek before I gently shift inside her.

[haveyourmoments]

Finally, I manage to relax a little, and exhale, and things start to feel better, almost good, instead of intolerable. I shift my hips again, my analytical mind trying to categorize the way he feels inside me. “Is that - I mean, are you all the way in, or is there more?”

[going_solo]

I bite back a breath of a laugh, because if it were anyone but Leia I’d be offended. “That’s all, I promise,” I say. “Let me know when you want me to move.”

[haveyourmoments]

“Sorry,” I say with a bit of a groan and a sheepish laugh, realizing how it must have sounded to him. “I only meant…it’s a lot, Han, and I didn’t even really look before…”

[going_solo]

“We’ll have to change that, because I’ve been checking you out constantly…”

[haveyourmoments]

“Han!” I yell, but I’m laughing so hard I can’t help but fully relax, and it suddenly feels right, feels perfect, the way he fills me so fully. “I meant specifically look look, you know? So unless you’ve been sneaking peeks when I’m in the fresher…”

[going_solo]

“I would never,” I say, looking scandalised and then kissing her, resting my forehead against hers.

[haveyourmoments]

I tilt my head up and kiss him, softly at first, and then harder, grabbing the back of his neck. “What are you waiting for, Captain Solo?”

[going_solo]

“Fuck,” I murmur before starting to move inside her, the feeling of her tightness unlike any other.

[haveyourmoments]

I grin briefly, proud of myself for making him lose a little bit of his gentlemanly control, because I don’t want to be treated like some breakable Princess. I end up losing my shit eating grin pretty quickly, though, because he lifts my hips gently and drives in hard, hitting a spot I had no idea existed as I cry out his name.

[going_solo]

She comes just from the penetration and it’s me who’s wearing a grin this time around, suddenly realising I haven’t touched her yet and stroking her clit while I push into her.

[haveyourmoments]

“Oh, my…” I can barely manage a thought, his touch offering no mercy as I try to match his thrusts. I can tell I’m going to be sore, but I don’t mind, grateful for this experience with him after he’d been gone so long.