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[haveyourmoments]

I’m on my way to Jabba’s palace on Tatooine, dressed in a godforsaken dead bounty hunter’s suit, complete with a stifling mask that makes me feel like I might actually faint. Or maybe that’s just the smell of old alcohol that came with the suit. At any rate, I’m petrified, not at all convinced that Han has survived the carbon freezing, especially not after all this time.

I walk inside the palace, my fingertips grazing over the thermal detenator in my pocket, holding Chewie’s leash with my other hand, and thinking that at least if Han is dead, I can wind up with him in the end.

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[haveyourmoments]

“Sorry,” I say with a bit of a groan and a sheepish laugh, realizing how it must have sounded to him. “I only meant…it’s a lot, Han, and I didn’t even really look before…”

[going_solo]

“We’ll have to change that, because I’ve been checking you out constantly…”

[haveyourmoments]

“Han!” I yell, but I’m laughing so hard I can’t help but fully relax, and it suddenly feels right, feels perfect, the way he fills me so fully. “I meant specifically look look, you know? So unless you’ve been sneaking peeks when I’m in the fresher…”

[going_solo]

“I would never,” I say, looking scandalised and then kissing her, resting my forehead against hers.

[haveyourmoments]

I tilt my head up and kiss him, softly at first, and then harder, grabbing the back of his neck. “What are you waiting for, Captain Solo?”

[going_solo]

“Fuck,” I murmur before starting to move inside her, the feeling of her tightness unlike any other.

[haveyourmoments]

I grin briefly, proud of myself for making him lose a little bit of his gentlemanly control, because I don’t want to be treated like some breakable Princess. I end up losing my shit eating grin pretty quickly, though, because he lifts my hips gently and drives in hard, hitting a spot I had no idea existed as I cry out his name.

[going_solo]

She comes just from the penetration and it’s me who’s wearing a grin this time around, suddenly realising I haven’t touched her yet and stroking her clit while I push into her.

[haveyourmoments]

“Oh, my…” I can barely manage a thought, his touch offering no mercy as I try to match his thrusts. I can tell I’m going to be sore, but I don’t mind, grateful for this experience with him after he’d been gone so long.

[going_solo]

“Come for me, Leia;” I say, keeping up the thrusts and the touching deftly. “Come for me and I’ll come for you.”

[haveyourmoments]

There’s a part of me that stubbornly doesn’t want it to be over, but it’s being swiftly beaten by the fact that no one has ever touched me like he is, and there’s no way I can hold out. Besides, I want to know what it feels like when he comes, and he’s given me the most perfect first time that I can’t possibly ask him to wait any longer. “All - for you, baby,” I murmur in between his increasingly rougher thrusts, and with one final perfect swipe of his fingers I’m crying out all over again.

[going_solo]

It’s everything I’d fantasised and more, and moments later I’m kissing her messily as I come.

[haveyourmoments]

I nuzzle him as she comes, kissing the shell of his ear as he spills inside me, letting him collapse his full weight on top of me as he tries to catch his breath.

[going_solo]

“Leia… that was… you are… wow,” I moan, kissing her hard.

[haveyourmoments]

“Did you forget how to speak Basic?” I ask, amused and arching an eyebrow. I play with his hair, worn out and content and almost boneless at this point.

[going_solo]

“I forgot how to speak… everything,” I answer, nuzzling her with my sweaty head.

[haveyourmoments]

I laugh softly, kissing his shoulder. “Mission accomplished, then.”

[going_solo]

“You’re amazing,” I tell her. And I mean it, too. There’s no one like Leia Organa in the whole galaxy. Maybe even beyond.

[haveyourmoments]

“I love you,” I murmur softly, cradling him close. “And thank you.”

[going_solo]

“Not a thing in any world you have to be thankful for,” I tell her.

[haveyourmoments]

“I … i am thankful for you, though. You’re the best man I’ve ever known,” I say.

[going_solo]

“I… thank you,” I say, because no one’s ever said that or anything as nice as it to me before.

[haveyourmoments]

“I love you,” I say, shifting to kiss him on the corner of his eyebrow as I run my fingers through his sweaty hair.

[going_solo]

“I love you more than anything,” I say. “More than anyone.”

[haveyourmoments]

“You do?” I ask, not really surprised, exactly, but he’s also never said those words to me.