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Princess Leia Organa ([personal profile] haveyourmoments) wrote2023-11-11 10:34 pm

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Every day I wake up in my palatial bed with a renewed sense of regret, wishing that there had been any other way to save Alderaan other than agreeing to marry Isolder, my now husband, the Prince of Hapan. There’s nothing wrong with him, exactly, he’s polite and proper and beautiful, of course, with his long blonde hair and blue-gray eyes. He’s kind, and patient with me and never fails to forgive my temper, but somehow that oboe makes it worse, makes me feel like an unruly child instead of his wife, his equal.

He tells me that he’s selected a new pilot for my flagship, that this stranger will be my bodyguard as well due to the ongoing threats in my life and I do my best not to sulk, knowing I’m capable of taking care of myself, but instead nodding and accepting his unassuming kiss on my cheek.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
I’m turned around toward the desk, so I don’t see her, and I’m too far gone to hear her.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
“Do you have any idea how much that’s worth?!” I demand.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
“You have no idea what you’ve done what you’ve just done!” I say; eyes blind with rage.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
I falter myself, seeing the fear in her eyes as tears fill my own, the guilt overwhelming. “I didn’t mean to scare you,” I say. “It just hurts so much.”
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
“Drugs are medicine, medicine is drugs, what’s the difference?” I say, but I’m faltering seeing her so shaken up.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
“What! No. It’s not you, you’ve been – you’ve been for the best doctor,” I say.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
I scrub my hand over my face, frustrated, because she's not getting it. "It's not your fault. It's my fault. It's – it just feel so much better as soon as I get it in my system."
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Where are you going?" I ask, grabbing for her arm desperately. "You do make me feel better, but you can't –– I was shot, Leia!"
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
I back up against the wall of the cabin, completely stunned.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 08:59 am (UTC)(link)
"I would never hurt her!" I snap, absolutely livid that Chewie has turned against me. "I would never hurt anyone! But you better believe I'm done with the both of you," I add, and then storm out.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
I stash myself in one of my smuggling compartments, turning onto my side and hugging my knees to my chest.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
I curl tighter, hearing her call and feeling like I'm hiding from a bounty hunter and not the love of my life.

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