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Princess Leia Organa ([personal profile] haveyourmoments) wrote2023-11-11 10:34 pm

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Every day I wake up in my palatial bed with a renewed sense of regret, wishing that there had been any other way to save Alderaan other than agreeing to marry Isolder, my now husband, the Prince of Hapan. There’s nothing wrong with him, exactly, he’s polite and proper and beautiful, of course, with his long blonde hair and blue-gray eyes. He’s kind, and patient with me and never fails to forgive my temper, but somehow that oboe makes it worse, makes me feel like an unruly child instead of his wife, his equal.

He tells me that he’s selected a new pilot for my flagship, that this stranger will be my bodyguard as well due to the ongoing threats in my life and I do my best not to sulk, knowing I’m capable of taking care of myself, but instead nodding and accepting his unassuming kiss on my cheek.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-10 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
“Please, I need it,” I say, though the lines of want and need have been blurred.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-10 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
I turn away from her, hugging myself as best I can with my healing arm.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-10 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
“I’m in pain,” I say softly. “Don’t you understand that?”
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-10 11:06 am (UTC)(link)
I hold out my arm, already anticipating the high, the escape from the pain and the panic and my past.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-10 11:24 am (UTC)(link)
I want to say no, I want to be more demanding, but I love her. And so I say: “Okay.”
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-10 11:35 am (UTC)(link)
I force myself to sit, leaning across to kiss her. I’m dizzy, and woozy, but I’m awake.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-10 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
“Mmm,” I murmur against her lips before sliding my hands into her hair.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-10 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
“I always want to make you feel good,” I say, cupping her cheek with my good hand and kissing along her jawline.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
“I want to make love to you,” I tell her, resting my hands at her hips.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
“More than anything,” I say, tilting my hips toward hers.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
I kiss her sweetly, then, removing her shirt and camisole as best I can with one working arm, before making quicker work of her pants and underwear.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
I’m turned around toward the desk, so I don’t see her, and I’m too far gone to hear her.
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[personal profile] going_solo 2023-12-11 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
“Do you have any idea how much that’s worth?!” I demand.

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