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[haveyourmoments]

I’m on Coruscant for the farce that is the Imperial Senate, knowing how precarious my position is as I work secretly with the Rebellion. I’m told that there is a new prisoner, thrown in jail without a trial for treason and dissent, and I can’t help but want to see him with my own eyes. To see if he’s truly figured out the evils of the Empire.

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[going_solo]

I kiss her over and over, and then reach down between my legs and stroke myself, and then guide her hand to rest on me.

[haveyourmoments]

I bite my lip as I look down from his eyes to our hands, stroking him as he guides me, trying to learn what he likes. Eventually I meet his eyes again. “Do you want to - to be inside me?”

[going_solo]

“I do,” I say, and my words are shaking. “More than anything. But only if you do.”

[haveyourmoments]

“I want you,” I tell him, and my voice is shaking, too. “I’m sure.”

[going_solo]

I kiss her, then, before undressing myself from the waist down and reaching for protection.

[haveyourmoments]

I roll on the condom with his help and stroke him a little bit more, waiting for him to lead me.

[going_solo]

“It might hurt a little,” I warn softly, positioning myself at her entrance.

[haveyourmoments]

“I know,” I say, reaching up to stroke his cheek, “it’s okay. I trust you.”

[going_solo]

I kiss her again, then, before guiding inside her as gently as I can.

[haveyourmoments]

It’s uncomfortable, and definitely a little bit painful, and I dig my nails into his back as I whimper softly.

[going_solo]

“It’s okay, baby,” I promise her, kissing her softly on her lips and then her neck.

[haveyourmoments]

I slowly manage to relax, grateful for how sweet and patient he’s being. Eventually I relax my grip on him and run my fingers through his hair, kissing him again. “I’m okay.”

[going_solo]

“Yeah?” I ask, and then I slowly continue my motions, and come to realise that this isn’t just sex; not like I’m used to; but making love.

[haveyourmoments]

I nod, giving him a soft smile as I gently stroke his cheek with my thumb. “Yeah, I’m good.”

[going_solo]

“I love you,” I remind her, resting my forehead against hers as I keep pushing inside of her.

[haveyourmoments]

“I love you, too,” I tell him, relaxing into his movements and eventually matching them with my own.

[going_solo]

She rocks back into me and it’s so much, I have to bite my lip so I don’t come immediately.

[haveyourmoments]

“You can come, Han, it’s okay,” I tell him, stroking his hair.

[going_solo]

I want to make it last, I do, but it feels so good and before I can object I’m coming hard, and with a gasp.

[haveyourmoments]

I stroke his back as he comes, nuzzling his cheek when he buries his face in my neck. “Was that…good for you?” I ask after a long moment.

[going_solo]

“Are you kidding me?” I ask, lifting my head to look at her. “That was… the best ever.”

[haveyourmoments]

“You’re too sweet,” I say, smiling up at him. “But I’m glad you’re happy.”

[going_solo]

“You make me happy, Leia, whether we have sex or just hold hands or talk or… as long as we’re together, Leia.”

[haveyourmoments]

“You make me so happy, too, Han,” I say, cupping his cheek. “All the time. I’ve never been happier.”

[going_solo]

“I bet I can make you even happier,” I say, kissing her deeply.